Yes, I am the way I am, yes, I’ll never give a damn,

Flowing words will teach, not spam, I stay living on a lam.

Understanding every moment gives me depth and feeling calm.

All you see is bare torment, no deduction, just a sum.

Mathematics of existence often seem as if amiss,

Give me sanity and patience, that’s my version of a bliss.

Paraphrasing interaction gives a chance to live it twice,

I should learn to let it go, but forgot my own advice.

Tried to flow, tried to row through the treachery below,

Tried to be as if in snow, cold, yet comfy, what a show!

All along I should have known, blame myself and feeling down,

Moving forward like a plow, spreading love and killing doubt.

All I need is understanding, I just want it all to stop,

My bright future maybe pending, I miss sitting on a lap.

World is filled with dumb distractions, it don’t matter that I’m right,

So I focus on my passions, understand, I never lied.

Ran away from all that’s extra, all I now have is loss,

Watching Lie To Me and Dexter, think anxiety is gross.

Give me coins, I will toss shiny objects into water.

I destroy my own mind, entertainment-style, no slaughter.

I destroy tomorrow’s grief, only living in the moment,

Understanding my motif, ravaging, like lowly thief,

Notwithstanding my belief, looking for a better leaf to conceal my bare emotion.