LONELY NIGHTS ARE GETTING COLDER

Lonely nights are getting colder
Water’s rushing to your face
You are getting sort of older
Everybody gets replaced
Take a bath with funky bubbles
Do your hair do your face
Getting ready for the troubles
Friday night you can’t replace
You don’t want to leave your house
But you simply can not stay
Picking out dress or blouse
Fall in love or getting laid?
Your ambitions non-existent
All your dreams have been replaced
You are getting sorta distant
This is not the way you’re raised
Get a glass and pour a little
To make sure that you are buzzed
Facing people who belittle
All you are and just because
You don’t like the daily struggle
But you simply gotta deal
Little fun you try to smuggle
Simple life you try to build
Leave your earrings on a dresser
You are starring at your face
All of this is just depressing
Force yourself just to embrace

What’s the point what’s the mission
Why you’re waiting by the phone?
What’s the real definition
When you truly are alone?
When you are indeed deserted
When you only breathe to fall
Your objectives all perverted
You forgot there was a goal

You remember other evenings
You were sitting getting dressed
You remember you were leaving
And returning unimpressed
You remember how retched
All of this just made you feel
And you know if you don’t watch it
You’ll be lonely on the real
You don’t want the games with players
You don’t want to be confused
You don’t want to meet another
And end up just being used
You don’t like the life’s condition
You can not but still you do
And it feels like prohibition
From the men that you pursue
So you’re sitting by the mirror
So you’re trying to be fly
But it is somehow clear
All of this is just a lie
You can try a shade of lighter
Foundation’s on your face
Pull your hair even tighter
But this game is a disgrace
You will twitch anticipating
All of what you never see
Still you are participating
Well at least to some degree

So you roll yourself a joint
Take a puff and you are cool
Nights they only disappoint
When you’re playing by the rules
You will wipe your nasty lipstick
You will loosen up the hair
You are following your instinct
You’re a woman hence you dare
Take a gulp of cheap ass liquor
And forget to spray perfume
All your actions getting quicker
‘Cause the night is in the bloom
Stick of gum is in your mouth
And another in your purse
What you do you never doubt
Even when it is a curse
You will head into the city
You will get into a club
You’ll be cute and you’ll be pretty
‘Cause tomorrow there’s no job
‘Cause tonight is what is here
‘Cause you’re trying to have fun
You may simply disappear
Leave your house and be gone
Got your purse and check for wallet
Wear your shoes and check for dirt
Imperfections you ignore it
Touch your top and fix your skirt
Reach for keys the final movement
And make sure you got a spare
There’s no reason for improvement
Now you’re leaving you don’t care
Close the door and let it go
Hear the music on the rise
You are jumping in the flow
Happy chica in disguise

Dmitriy

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